DO u know how painful it is everytime someone says "Ey, ur bf crazy isit?"..
Them saying dat u're still my bf hurts so much.. And to make things worse, baby girl has been asking alot about u. always asking, "Mane daddy?" , "Daddy tknk dtg lagi ke?"..
It hurts real bad.. And each & every time all i can do is smile and walk away.. I don't have the heart to say that we're no longer together.. Cause u're very much still alive in my heart.

Zam, if u're reading dis.. I hope u realise how true my feelings are for u. I've never cheated on u b4.. And i never tot of leaving u.. But i had to do it.. Cause u just hurt me so damn much..

Sometimes it's a mystery how u can love the person that hurts u the most. You know u should be hating them, but all u do is fall in love deeper n deeper with them.. Weird ain't it? Haiz.
Zam.. zam.. Why do i love u so much when all u ever did was make me cry? Why do i still hold on to u when i know u're not gonna change anytime soon? Why do i still harbour the thoughts of us getting back together when i know that it's impossible? Why? Why? Why?

I'm really out of words.. Cause i just can't find the words to say it all. I just hope u can help me..
Help me to let u go. Help me to forget u.. Cause living my life with this EMPTY feeling is just really dreadful.