Be a man and say it to my face.
I know your PM at msn is for me lah Fadli.
"YOU KNOW WHAT!SAY TO ME I ASSUMED!WHEN ALL ARE JUST LAID INFRONT OF MY EYES YOU BITCH!U WROTE IT!IT LAYS!DUMB ASS LIAR!"

Oh my.
Aren't u the sweetest talker ever. Hah. Say it to my face dude.
Yes i wrote it. But i never lied.
Tell me, when was the last time we talked?
When was the last time you asked me anything?
Huh?
And what am i supposed to do? Keep waiting for you when things aren't even getting better? When we don't make the effort to make things better?
Oh no.. don't go around blaming me for not contacting you. Why can't u contact me too? Must it be always me to call u or msg u first? Huh? You couldn't just give for a few times and call me 1st?
Damn you Fadli. Damn u.
Damn you for blaming it all on me when both parties are at fault.

I guess you're just not man enough to give in. I guess you're just not a man enough to say it to my face.
You wanna see the real Tazzy.
Here you go.
Flaws and all. This is the Tazzy you onced love.


I've had enough of you and your ways. I've had enough of you and your stubborn ways.
I'VE HAD ENOUGH!

I just found out something. Something which finaly makes me realise all the doubts that i've been having. He, who i thought was different from other guys. He, who i thought really loved me, has finally proven to me that all guys are just the same FUCKING PATHETIC BASTARDS! Yes.
I'm done with love. I'm done with everything.
I'm done with his sweet words. With his cute ways. You lied to me. And that's enough. I've had enough.
I won't be naive enough to trust you anymore. You lost the one thing that made u truely happy. You lost me. Thanks for the memories Kudut.
Thanks for the FAKE love.

Last but not least.
THANKS FOR LYING. THANKS FOR BREAKING MY HEART.

I HATE YOU!!!

Updates. Updates.
Ok.
So last i updated was exactly 1 wk ago.. and dat was only to do the tagged thingy.



sooooo.
on the 4th ,WED, initial plan was nt to go clubbing. as i had already told frens at PH dat i was taking the week off. But then, gatal BESTIE had to go and ask ppl to msg me ajak me go club. Grr.
She knows my weakness. Never let me hear music or never let anyone invite me to club.. In which i will totally start thinking twice on whether to go or not.
Grr.

And furthermore this one guy dat i knew from MOS was msging me asking me to go.
Aiyerrr.! TEMPTATIONS! TEMPTATIONS! Pantat tolsss.




So yeah. I did went but not to our usual hangout.
But to MOS this time cause Kudut was there and so was dat guy. Oh yeah. He's name is Freazy btw. And the night went off well.
With us dancing as normal.
Blablabla..
Den it all started.
Kudut started acting strangely.. And kept throwing weird looks at my direction. Cause i was dancing with Freazy.
Oh well, blablabla..
MOS ended..
We sat at bridge. and dat was when I found out Kudut was jealous cause i was dancing with Freazy. lol~!
Talked abit.. had a small argument and things went back to normal..


THURS,5th.
Freazy asked me out. Initial plan was to just have dinner and lepak. But plans changed and we end up heading to MOS. Again! for 2 nites in a row. lol. So yeah.. Went to MOS, chilled, danced.. Went out and went to other clubs. Went to The Arena and came back out with stomach cramps.
lol.
Cause i met my old dance crew back and we just had fun in the club.
Basically my whole nite was filled with going in and out of diff clubs. Haha. yeah. FREE ENTRY to ALL CLUBS! Hahahahaha.


I seriously want to go on and on.
But i'm afraid my stories will just bore u ppl.
So till next post.
BYE!
=)

Karangkontang tol.
P G Eesya tagged me to do this.
Grrr.
=)