Yest was the nite when lots of ppl saw my weakness.
And also probably the 1st time ALOT of ppl saw me drunk.
lol.
Cause so far..
Only a handful has seen me drunk..
And dat handful has seen me at my very very worse state compared to yesternite.
I didn't expect to see that idiot there yesterday at POWERHOUSE.
cause as i was told..
His last day at werk was supposed to be last week.
But when i saw him yest, it felt like sumone just punched me in the stomach..
And for dat reason, i kept shouting to ppl.. "I WANT TO GET DRUNK TONIGHT!!"
and to my surprise, ppl granted me my wish.
lol.

I was running around the club.. Getting drinks from ppl i dnt know..
lol.
they see me,they offered me drinks..
And dat was wat made me drunk.
Running ard the club mcm org giler.. minom sampai tkleh minom.
Hahaha..

And i cried.
Yes..
To my utmost surprise, i BROKE DOWN!
in front of many ppl pulak tu..
Haiyooo..
Never (and i really meant NEVER) have i gotten drunk and cried in front of many ppl b4..
i mean, i have cried.. but only in front of closest frens and buddies..
but certainly nt in front of ppl i'm nt close to.
Lol.
Oh well.
"Liquor + stress + seeing the ex + arguing with the ex = crying my heart out."
Lol.


But lucky for me,Baby Dee was there for me..
While i was running ard the club,drunk, she was always behind me.
Taking care of me..
Looking after my back.
And for that i thank her.

Funny part was when sumone came up to me and said..
"Wahh.wahh.. Balas balik nmpk psl dat day kau tk dpt mabok.."
Lol. Hahahahaha..
And i replied back..
"Abeh! Dat day mabok aku ilang psl nk jage 3 kambing, so now it's their turn to take care of me!!"
lol.




I love my Baby girls.
And i hate my life.
Haiz.
I so wanna get drunk again.
Soon!
Sape2 nk join?!
lol.






:p