Life has pretty much offered me its very best and worst.
Only dat, it's just offering it's worst.. nt best yet..
Haiz..


Right now i'm at home, making lots of noise with frens and loved ones..
An ex, posibbly a new love(ehem2.. :p) and new frens stayed over last nite..
And now they're in the kitchen cooking..
For ONCE, i'm not cooking for ppl who came.. Instead, they are the one cooking!
Cool kannn!
lols.

Imagine this.
4 guys in the kitchen cooking.. 1 chopping up the onions.. 1 frying stuffs.. 1 making the drinks.. and the last one cleaning up the mess.. Hahahaha.. And of course, they wouldn't be guys if they nvr make any noise right? Hahahahahha..

So right now.. My house is basically a jungle.. A jungle full of wild, hungry boys.. singing stupid songs they make up spontaneously..


Oh no. no. no... I'm nt the only girl here of course.
I have my Baby Dee and Baby Dina here..
(Oh yeah.. FYI, Baby Dee is now a permanent resident in my house. lol.)



My mind is still on him.. wondering how he is.. wondering what he's doing now.. I don't know why but he left a really BIG impact on me, on my life..
Wondering who i'm talking about? It ain't Rizal,dats for sure..
It's him who i said was too good for me..
Who wasn't my match..

He has forgotten bout me, has pushed me away.. And it hurts.. Hurts so badly till i keep thinkin of him everyday.. Till i have to look at his pictures everyday.
He has said dat everyword i said is a lie.. when he doesn't noe wats happening in my life..
He doesn't know the tears.. the hurt. the sadness i'm going thru.. And yet he says all that comes out from my mouth is a lie..
I have nothing else to say.. Nor have i the strength to argue with him anymore..


I just wish i could have one day to sit him down and talk to him.
Face to Face..
With nothing interfering us.
But i guess it's too late.. for he has decided to erase me from his memories.. from his life..
And i guess, i dnt stand a chance anymore..
And it's breaking whats left of my heart..




WEDNESDAY NIGHTS at POWERHOUSE!
Every week.
Wanna see me, come to POWERHOUSE.
lol.





:p