Broken.

12 January 2008 2:15 PM

What somebody said to me yesterday has affected my life today..
Somebody said, "Kau gerek eh.. Macam tkde pape seh kau break dgn Ex kau.. Lagi2 kau nk nikah siol lagi brape minggu.. Aku tgk kau asik senyum je.."

I replied with laughter to her yesterday.. But today it finally sanked in on how i was pushing away my tears.. I didn't realise it.. But it finally happened.. I have been pushing away this sad feeling for too long.. And now it has affected my work.. I'm doing my work like a zombie.. Staring into space at times.. And just smiling when people ask me why.. I feel empty inside..
I smile and i laugh.. But inside.. I feel darkness and emptiness.. I don't know why.. But i guess it finally has sanked in.. That it is all over.. And that my life will never be the same again..

I will be going to East Coast today.. Alone.. I just want to be alone where no one can reach me.. Where no one can disturb me.. I'm... feeling so empty..

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I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love. And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend. I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour. Simply said.. I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G. And i'm happy with my life.

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