Let me clear the air to my baby iqah k.. Baby, you are not to be blame about what happened btwn me and Gemok.. The decision i made was purely mine.. Without any help at all from you.. So pls.. Don't blame yourself.. My life, my choices are purely mine.. No one is to be blamed for it..
And to Fidah, thanks for caring bout me.. But i think i;m ok.. I THINK lah.. But then again.. I don't know what i'm thinking.. Lols.
I am nw out.. Trying to let myself forget.. Forget about all the good and bad times.. About all that has ever happened. I don't know where i'm going to get the strength from.. But i hope i'll make it through.. Crying every single minute has made me weak.. Very very weak.. I just wish i can die.. Right now... Haiz...
"I give up on every single thing i do right now.. All i want is to smile and be happy.. But even smiling takes up all my strength.. I am not who i was.. And i will never be again.."