I have turned into a monster.. With no care of anyone's feelings.. I go around and hurt everybody like nobody's business.. What the heck am i doing? I don't really know..
I treid and tried again.. But all that happens is hurt. Hurt, Hurt and more hurt.. Till my heart has become numb.. Till it can't feel love anymore..
Being mean, playing with feelings is my game now.. And i dread it.. I dread waking up evry single day going through the same routine over and over again.. I've tried my very best to love again.. To open up my heart.. But it's sealed shut. Sealed from the open world.. Sealed from everything.. Going out every single night. And only going home when i'm drunk.. I drink away all my sorrows.. That's how it's gonna be now..
I don't care what you say.. I don't care what you think.. I've had enough.. And this is where i belong..
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Sentosa trip was FUN! minus the hiccups and the latecomers( terase tkmo marah horr.. ).. It was a fun trip overall.. Thanks NUSS jahanams for making my day..
Pics.?? Soon lah kanak2.. Now kakak very busy.. Everyday work.. Everyday mabok.. So it might be awhile before you guys get the pics.. Hahax!
BYE!!