What i'm living now is a life of lies and deception.. Never did i expect that i could go back to my wild ways.. I never wanted all this to happen.. But fate is in God's hands.. All i can do now is accept whatever comes my way.. All the lies, cheating.. Everything.. I am still hung up over Rizal, eventhough i don't show it.. Only few manage to break my wall and know what i'm feeling.. I spend nites away from home.. Always outside, finding something to do.. I do not wish to come back home and cry all night.. Cause i know that's what i'll do.. So now, nites have become morning, and mornings have become nights for me.. Haizz..
*Changes in me have begun.. And it's only the beginning.. The worse is yet to come..*