Funny how your life can change in an instance.. One minute you know what you're doing with your life.. And the next, you're running wild like a dog loose from the leash.. I don't know how long this facade is going to go on.. I don't know if i have the strength to carry on much longer.. I WILL BE MEETING HIM TODAY. Wise or bad decision? I don' know.. We'll see what happens..


I'm so filled with hatred for guys that even i hurt my friends.. And even family.. I have started to condemn guys.. Not believeing a word they say.. Always slamming them down without hesitation.. Ruthless?? I don't fcuking care..I am what i am.. Accept me for who i am..
I'm only sorry that because of this i have been spending less and less quality time with my baby girl.. Every night i come back, she will say, "Mummy, I Love You."
Those words are enough to make me believe that she's all i ever need in this world.. She's all that matters.. I don't mind spending my entire life alone.. Just as long as she is by my side...


"Phia, you're turning 4 soon.. Time flew so fast i don't know where it went.. I'm sorry if i've neglected you these past few weeks.. But i do not want u to be the victim of my misery.. I'll always love you.. And you'll always be my NUMBER 1.. Nothing in this world can change that.. Nothing in this world can tear us apart.. You'll always be my BABY GIRL. I love you."