I don't want to give in.. I don't want to be weak anymore.. I'm trying to be strong.. for myself.. and also him.. If this is the only way i can teach him a lesson.. so be it..
I don't care if you people want to say i'm cruel or whatever fuck.. I don't care.. All i need right now is some time alone.. To think.. to realise.. To get the truth.. Is this how i want it all to be in the future?? I don't think so.. Worse come to worse.. I'll go missing.. where no one can find...
It's stressful enough with him bugging me.. And then you have to come into the picture and add more stress into my life.. I SERIOUSLY HATE GUYS right now.