As the date gets nearer, i feel the grip tightening. Is this normal?? Or am i the only one feeling it?? Haaaaa.. I feel like i'm going to lose everything when the day comes.. Obviously i'm exaggerating lahh. But it's ironic how i was the one pestering him to get married soon.. but when it's drawing near.. i feel the need to push him away.. I don't know whats wrong with me.. But these past few days i have been scolding him,getting angry at him.. for the slightest reasons. It hurts me to see him sad but i can't help myself.. Every single thing that he says is like a mistake to my ear.. And for that, i'll end up scolding him.. Hiazz.. Poor Gemok..


One thing leads to another.. and i find myself losing control.. When will it all end.. Knowing it will never be. God... give me the strength to push it all away.. To stay true to my heart.. To listen to what it says. Then again, how can i when it's giving me mixed signals.. I hate you heart. You're the cause of my destruction.. Haizz..


NANI, nak gambar eh?? Tunggu ah kau lame2 ehhhh!!!
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AZ, suara ku mcm jantan psl sakit!! Tapi tetap sexy kannn?? lols!!