((11 days to Gemok's birthday))
can i please just die right now??
it's already 5.10 and he hasn't even call when he knows i'm going back soon! sometimes i think he just takes me for granted. and all i do is just keep quiet and let him do it. but i just don't know what else to do or say to make him change. like the saying
"You can never change somebody, cause change comes from within."
but then what else am i supposed to do?? just keep quiet and play dumb? urgh! if only you were in my shoes right now. then you'll know what i'm feeling Gemok.
Something saddens me but at the same time excites me.why so? cause i have found this website that makes the perfect little cupcakes for any occasion. and you can personalise ur own deco. and hell yeah, i'm gonna order some for this upcoming event. Wooohooo!!
((I'm still in love with you boy.))