Sometimes i wonder..
whther it's me or the frens that i have.
The truth is, i try so hard to keep the frenship going,
but all they seem to do is forget about me.
I'm sick.
I'm tired.
I'm sick and tired of always putting up a happy smile to people i don't really like.
I don't mean to be a jerk.
But if u can't see how much i'm trying to keep our so-called "friendship alive",
why should i bother anymore right?
Yes,
it was partially my fault in the first place.
I went back to Jurong instead of still being at Wdlds with u guys.
But, what do u expect me to do?
i've got a family here.
And it was probably my fault again,
for listening to him when he doesn't let me go and mit u guys.
But again, what can i do?
He's going to be my husband soon.
And obviously right now, is not the best time to hang out like before.
I have to work, to make all the preparations.
But if u still can't understand that,
Then i guess u're not a fren at all.
Maybe i'm better off alone.
With just Gemok.