To those who have read the love story..
Thank you for your utmost caring comments.
Sapa yg tk dpt baca.
Too late!
hahaha.
Well,
I know i may have discriminate Gemok in my blog ,one too many times.
I know he and me may have had our very worst moments countless of times.
But believe me when i say,
no matter how or what,
he's the only guy i ever foresee living my entire life with,
even with his irritating ways.
As for "That Guy",
yes, i don't deny the fact that i still love him.
But if you read it properly,
i've already said that i can no longer take him back for what he has done to me.
Having your heart broken by your first love was the worst ever.
"A woman may forgive her husbands'/loves' infedility,But a woman never forgets."
Gemok may have some flaws,some very bad ones even.
Tell me who doesn't right?
But he's still my love.
He is still the one who is going to be my husband.
And "That Guy" knows i'm getting married,
he knows who my heart belongs to right now.
Love to him is way different to my love to Gemok.
It is way way different.
Hmm..
How do i say it.
Because love towards "That Guy", is like a love to a friend.
Only much much stronger.
But hey,
I know my limits.
I know where my heart lies.
And it's with Gemok no matter what,
Till the day i die.
And about that slut,
i really don't care.
Have i ever cared about what people say?
I don't believe so.
i do what i do, when i want, wherever i want to.
So yeah, i don't care.
Yes, at some point i may have cross the line by writing some very very personal stuffs here in my blog.
But this is the only place i feel i can let go of my emotions without having any restrictions,without having any doubts.
I don't really care if people wants to think of me as a bad person.
I seriously don't care.
And yeah, i'm still thinking of whether or not i should make my blog private.
Because it's like very cool kan..!!
Hahahaha..
that's all.
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I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love.
And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend.
I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour.
Simply said..
I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G.
And i'm happy with my life.