Oh My God!
You are the WORST EGOISTIC MOTHERFUCKER i have ever met in my life.
Time and time again you said u understand what i want but yet why don't you do it?
Huh?
Reasons why i kept saying "nothing" was because, i don't want u and my mum to have any hatred towards each other.
You don't fucking know what i feel inside.
You damn well don't know how i try so hard to make u and my parents happy.
i kept all the things my mum said bout u to myself.
i kept what u said bout my parents to myself.
Each and every time my parents ask me to tell u something, which i know will hurt you, i just kept quiet.
In the end, it will be me who gets all the scolding..
It will be me crying every night alone.
And you don't even bother.
Damn u lah rizal.
You said,"Yelah,i kan sape tknk bilang i semua problem u. abeh lepas tu bilang kat org".
Now u tell me lah.
to whom do i let my problems out?
i've got no close frens left.
I've got nobody, unlike u..
you have frens whom you can relate your problems to.
i kept my problems to myself.
Well, maybe at my blog.
why?
cause even if were to tell u my problems, it will always end up with you scolding me.
Don't say i have a huge ego,
when u urself have one too.
I never denied my ego.
yes!
i admit,
i have a very very HUGE ego.
but you,
you will never admit to having an ego.
and it will always come to a point where u always say it's my fault.
Take the blame for once.
Be a man lah!
Come on.
you're supposed to console me whenever i cry,
whenever my mum fucks me upside down.
Not scold me more.
It just adds up to my never ending list of problems lah fuck!
It always end up with me crying to myself, cause i try to make ur realtionship with my parents happen.
Cause i don't want you to think my parents are unreasonable.
Cause i don't want you to feel akward living with me.
But with you being so fucking egoistic,
i guess it will never happen.
You disappoint me time and time again Rizal.
i just want a happy family.
It's dat to much to ask for?
Disappointment Time And Time Again From You. Fuck You.
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I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love.
And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend.
I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour.
Simply said..
I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G.
And i'm happy with my life.