Back from visiting my frens blog when i just realized.
in his blog, he wrote "Don't you ** miss the old us? Always jackass-ing around, always laughing at the slightest things,always there for each other, till the wee hours."
can't say that i don't,cause all i'll be doing is lie to myself.
but then again, what else can i say?
You people have changed.
Some of u don't even want to acknowledge the fact that we were once close.
Some of you even finched at the word "CP".
so tell me,what else is there for me to say?
I do miss you guys..
i do miss the old times..
but look at the people around us..
look at how they've changed..
look at how they seem to act as if there was never a bond btwn us.
I can't say much.
All i can say is, if you're happy..
then i'm happy for you.
Things have gone weird since the chalet.
It must be a drag always listening to me say "Enough is Enough" when all i always do is turn right back into his arms.
Can u blame me?
It was he, who started it all.
but i was the one who got the blame.
It was he, who doesn't want to let go since the beginning,saying that he believes we're gonna be together till the day we die.
It was he, who always does things without considering the consequences,and end it with saying i lead him to do it.
Bullshit.
but what did i do wrong this time?
till u have to shout at me early in the morning?
till u say i was being calculative?
You shocked me that night when u said,"Lagi bagos kalau i tak tinggal sini".
Wahhhh..
Sedap nye kau cakap..
tapi bila aku suruh kau klua dari rumah aku,pandai kau cakap,"Kau pikir aku nie binatang pe?!"
Look at how you're always turning things around till it finally becomes my fault..
Countless of times have i said,"Enough Is Enough."
But now i know, i can't change anything by saying that.
Cause you still won't let me go.
Saying,"I Sayang You" ,"I Need You", "I Can't Live Without You".
Blablabla is all i'm hearing.
Think again mister.
December is coming real soon.
And i don't want to be seen as an unhappy bride then.
I want to be seen as the happiest bride in the world.
And u better make a choice soon.
Or it will be you who's gonna look like the stupid groom.
Think fast mister..
5 more months to go.
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I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love.
And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend.
I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour.
Simply said..
I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G.
And i'm happy with my life.