I didn't even talk to you.
We went to View Road and played hide and seek.
And you were on the other team,
while i was on the other.
The 1st time we met,
I hated you..
I hated your guts for playing with my friends feeling.
On that day,
I never thought i would be here with you today,
Awaiting our 1 year Anniversary.
Yet after that day,
You called me every single night as i was just falling asleep,
asking me a very stupid question.
"Kau kat mane ah tazz?"
When you already know i'm at home.
You asked me to come down to Woodlands even though it was way past 12 midnight,
Even though you know there was no more transportation to get there.
You were trying to strike a conversation and that was your lame attempt.
You made me laugh in the middle of the night.
The 2nd time we met,
You were having problems in your relationship and so was i.
I went up to you and talked to you.
And i grilled you like an army commander,
Asking you about why you were fooling around with my friend.
And you were fumbling.
And i laughed at you cause you were fumbling.
And said i was only joking.
Then we laughed.
Then we started talking about stupid things.
About me needing a bodyguard,
And that you were my bodyguard for the night.
And i jokingly asked you for a kiss.
And you gave.
You shocked the hell out of me.
As i was only joking when i asked you for the kiss.
That was where it all started.
That was where you and me became "US".
We were by each others side the whole night,
playing hide and seek.
You and i were always on the same team.
When people asked,
you said that you were hired to be my bodyguard.
I laughed when you said that.
And only now that i know you had already liked me on that day.
Night went and morning came.
We were already like a couple.
Clinging to each other,
not wanting to let go.
It was time for me to go home.
But you didn't let me go.
You said i made you feel special.
You said you needed me.
You said that you guys have plans again for the night,
and you wanted me to come.
I stayed.
When we were sleeping,
You hugged me.
I wanted to push you away.
But you gave me a feeling that i longed for,
SECURITY.
You gave me what he couldn't.
I knew i was doing something wrong,
when at that point of time,
I already belonged to somebody else.
But i didnt want you to let go.
I wanted you to hold me tight,
even though i know you were not mine.
Night came again..
And that was when you asked me to be yours.
I was full of doubts.
I didn't want people to think i stole you from her.
But you assured me,
Your heart already belong to me.
But i was still hesistant.
I didn't want to let him go,
but i didn't want you to go either.
I told you i wasn't ready.
I told you to give me time.
And you said something to me,
"Please, You made me feel LOVE again."
And you turned away.
Because you were crying.
Because you knew i was going back to him.
Because you knew what my decision was.
But then he msged,
saying it was over between me and him.
And i cried.
I wanted to die.
Yet you held me tight in front of people,
people who knew you were already attached.
You held me tight,
and said you would never let go till i wanted you to.
And you told me to cry if i wanted to.
And i cried.
I soaked your shirt and you didn't even care.
And then i noticed something.
What i thought was rain,
Was actually tears.
You were crying.
Crying with me.
There and then,
I realise i needed you.
And i hugged you back.
That was where our journey started. Officially.
30 March 2006.
Remember this?
This was our very 1st pic together.
You loved this pic so much,
even though we both look so awful.
This was taken when i was crying.
You saw me crying and came behind me and hugged me.
You tried to make me laugh with your stupid antics.
And you succeeded.
And you asked me to take a pic with you to keep the memory.
It was here you became my "BonBon".
And i became your "BayBoo".
And this has been your favourite pic ever since.
I took what we had as fate.
We were 2 souls sadden by our relationship.
We were 2 souls that needed to feel love again.
And we found that in each other.
We were "SOULMATES".
30 MARCH 2006
I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love.
And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend.
I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour.
Simply said..
I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G.
And i'm happy with my life.