I think i just made a stupid mistake.
I was doing so good..
Trying to let him know what's happening..
Then my stupid self,
went and msg him in the morning saying "Come back early k. I Miss You"
Man!
How stupid can i get?
Now he will think everything is ok.
But then again.
He doesn't know the new me.
I'm still going to ask him about it when he gets back tonight..
But the thing is..
I do miss him..
But i don't want to see him..
I'm scared i will jump at him and scratch and beat at him like a crazy woman..
Guess the crazy woman in me can't stand being inside anymore.
But..
I Don't know how to start it when he gets back..
I know for sure he thinks its all ok now..
Haiz..
i'm such a klutz.
Maybe i'm the cause of him lying to me..
Maybe i did something wrong till he can't take it anymore..
I think that's it..
I'm the one to be blame..
Not him.
Haiz.
The fever sure is damaging my brain to think rationally.
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I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love.
And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend.
I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour.
Simply said..
I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G.
And i'm happy with my life.