I know i've been a big disappointment to people time and time again.
Especially to you girls.
I'm even a disappointment to myself.
I don't know why i can't bring myself to stand up to him.
Why i can't fight him.
I don't know why i'm not strong like i used to be,
like when my baby girl's dad left me.
I don't know what is the matter with me.
Maybe this is what one means by "Testing Your Own Patience".
If that's for sure,
then i sure have a lot of patience.
I don't remember having this kind of patience for a guy.
Any guy for the matter.
But when it comes to him.
i'm as weak as a new born baby.
A truth in me which i have hidden a long long time ago..
I have never revealed my weak side to anyone.
Never.
But now, it has come forth.
People i know,present and past..
all knew me as the tough girl who doesn't give a shit when it comes to guys.
Who would say "Bye-Bye",at the slightest mistake.
Friends are shocked at what they see now.
Hey,believe me..
I'm as shocked as you guys are.
Haiz..
I don't know what to make out of myself right now.
Whatever la.
I'm so tired.
Cheers.
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I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love.
And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend.
I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour.
Simply said..
I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G.
And i'm happy with my life.