I don't even know why i'm still holding on Az.
I don't have the answer.
As much as i want to let go and be done with it,
i can't seem to leave just like that.
Maybe i'm still holding on cause there are some unsettled things yet to be settled.
I still want to know why he did all those things.
Again,
its not easy leaving just like that.
We've already set a date for our marriage.
And family members have been informed.
So its not easy if i were to just tell my parents,
"The marriage is off."
And maybe there's a thing in me that still believes he will be the same old him again.
The same him i knew exactly a year ago.
Cause i know all my efforts won't go to waste.
It only takes time to happen.
But then again,
with him being like this.
I don't know when it'll happen.
Or even if it will happen.
All i can do now is just pray.
Pray every single day that one fine day,
he'll realise,
all my sacrifices and love for him.
Love Is All I Have Now.
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I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love.
And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend.
I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour.
Simply said..
I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G.
And i'm happy with my life.