You're wishing too early to have a kid Fidah..
It may seem easy hearing bout people having kids.
But wait till you have your own..
It will be different once u have your own kid..
But it will be one experience you'll always enjoy.
Thats her with her sick face..
Kesian pulak aku tgk..
tapi mengada sgt..
Da baik,nakal pulak..
Penat aku di buat nye..
Ok..
So you want to know about her dad eh..
Hmmm..
Ok..
1st of all,
He was and still is a jerk..
Hahaha..
Ok2..
Mase aku ngandong,
the jerk was in prison la..
Pasal A.W.O.L.
jadi aku tulis la surat bilang dia..
Dia reply balik cakap yg he will take responsibilty and nanti dia klua dia jumpa mak bapak aku la..
Dia nye release date was in Jan..
And aku nye due date was in Feb.
So aku pikir sempat la untuk dia ade dgn aku kt delivery room tu..
Mmg sempat pun..
Pasal dia klua on 2nd Jan.
Masa dia da klua tu,
he did call me..
Saying he will come to my house on that day..
Aku tunggu macam nak mampos..
Sampai kul 4 pagi.
Lobang idong dia pun aku tk nmpk.
That was my 1st heartbreak with him.
Pendek kan crite..
Dia janji nk dtg bnyk kali..
But everytime tk dtg..
Then i found out from my friend that he went around telling everybody,
that he doesn't believe it was his child..
Dia kate aku bnyk menyundal..
That was when i totally gave up on him ever coming in my life..
I mean..
Kau tak percaya anak kau boleh ambik DNA test pe..
Aku boleh klua kan duit la..
And aku nye orang tak menyundal k!
aku setia pada satu!
But biasa la..
Being boys,
EGO tetap ade.
So on 31st Jan 2004,
i gave birth to my beautiful Princess.
(Anak aku tk sabar nak klua.)
And has been happy ever since.
The End.
Hahahah.
Tak lah..
I mean that was the last i heard from him until last year nye last day of puasa.
Kat geylang..
Saw him..
he saw me and the look in his eyes was enough to satisfy me.
He was scared.
Cause he knows i'll do terrible things when i'm mad..
Nasib baik aku tk tumbuk muka dia..
Da nk sampai sak tgn aku kt muka dia..
Nasib baik si Gemok tahan aku.
Kalau tk..
da 1st day raya aku klua dgn tgn bengkak..
hahaha..
Kla..
Nanti kita jumpa aku bilang lagi k.
Skg aku nak tdo..
Bsok nk g hosp..
Spine aku kan senget..
Wakakaka..
Cheers.
I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love.
And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend.
I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour.
Simply said..
I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G.
And i'm happy with my life.