Broken.

24 January 2007 6:30 PM

I'm Bored.

So Just Post Pics For You To See..

Oh Yeah.

Havent Post Pic With My New Hair Cut.

Wait2.

Later i Post.

Bye.

Wanna Rest.

My Back's Killing Me.

5:09 PM

my back is in terrible pain..

donno wats da stupid cause of it..

i'm just scared dat its slip disc..

tk mau sak..

sakit giler babi sak..

haiz..

yest ina caled me..

den demok found out..

and we had a big fite..

ntahlah..

i'm still waiting for you to tell me everiting from a to z..

till u havent tell me evertiting..

i'm gonna put our wedding on hold..

serious..

i want to start our new life with a new beginning..

not with lies..

k..

juz tell me when u're readi..

i'm still waiting..

11 January 2007 10:16 PM

wats makes u tink i wnt find out bout it sooner or later?
i rather hear it from u den see or hear it from sumwhere else..
yes..
dat was the past..
but how long do u intend to keep it from me?
till u die..?
u want to start a new life wif me..
den start it wif a new beginning..
not lies..
and u noe how much i hate liars!!
i FUCKING HATE LIARS!!!

where am i goin to put my face the next time i mit ur bdk2 pondok?
kau pikir aku tkde malu pe..??
No..
the question is..
dnt u have any shame..?
senang je kau jwb..
kwn je dgn mak kau, dgn kwn2 kau..
tapi aku..??
nanti drg pikir yg aku ni bodoh..
mmg..
aku mmg bodoh..
psl percaya kan kau sgt..
i cant feel anymore pain in me..
u realli left me broken..
u noe the malay song u like so much..
listen to the fucking lyrics..
it suits u..

i juz donno wat else to do..
i donno how i'm gonna face ur fam and frens..

aku sanggop mintak ampun untok kau kt bdk2 CP.
aku begged dem to forgive u..
u dnt noe dat kan?
aku lepaskan maruah aku aslkan maruah kau dpt diselamatkan..
kau tk percaye?
kau g tanye bdk2 CP.
tanye drg ape yg aku msg drg..
aku rujuk kt drg..
suroh maafkan kau..
aku sanggop lutut kt drg mintak maaf..
semuanye untok kau..
i defended u and was shamed..
juz 4 ur sake..
and in return..
u shoved more shame to my face.
u put coal on my face too much times..
and dat was the last straw..

I'VE HAD ENUFF!!!

08 January 2007 1:15 AM

TO ALL CRAZIE PEEPS.

THE TIMES WE HAD WERE THE BEST I EVER HAD..

IT SEEMS THAT THIS IS THE PART WHERE WE HOLD OUT OUR HANDS AND SAY GDBYE..

BUT GDBYE DOESNT EXIST IN MY WORLD..

ONLY "SEE YOU AGAIN".

I HOPE WE WILL GET TO MIT AGAIN AND BE THE OLD CRAZIE PEEPS WE ONCE WERE..

ON BEHALF OF HIM..

I BEG YOUR FORGIVENESS..

FOR EVERY SINGLE TING DAT HE HAS DONE.

FOR EVERY SINGLE MISTAKE OR HARSH WORDS..

PLS..

DNT HATE HIM.

DNT FORGET HIM.

I BEG YOU.

I'M WILLING TO KNEEL TO YOU JUST SO U FORGIVE HIM.

FOR MY SAKE.

PLS.

HOPE WE WILL MIT AGAIN.

as i look at all our pics,

tears flow down my cheeks.

coz its hard for me to let go of precious memories we once held.

u guys will forever be in my heart till the day i die.

07 January 2007 12:48 AM

haiz..

i donno y i seem to cry over u guys..

i seem to be missing u guys..

wat happened to us..??

i dont really know..

u guys left me and him hanging..

without saying gdbye.

without an explanation..

we were left in the dark by wats goin on..

now all we see is u guys havin fun on ur own..

forgetting bout us..

wat have he and i done till u guys dnt want to have aniting to do wif us?

at least tell me wat i've done..

everitime i look at our pics i cried..

u were the only frens i had dat i considered family..

my bond wif u guys was far more greater than my own family..

U WERE MY FAMILY.

and u still are..

i juz hope pne day we can sit down and talk tings out..

coz i hate seeing us like dis..

i'm turning to a point in my life where its my happiest moment..

and i tot i cud share it with u guys..

all of u..

but look wat has happened now..

my happiest moment,

and u guys are not here to share it with me..

i hope its not too late..

CRAZIE PEEPS,

i love u guys so much..

dnt let our family end this way..

its too hard for me to lose ppl i love and care so much..

06 January 2007 12:40 AM

Wat now?

wats happening rite now?

i trusted u..

i let u go..

but now its a diff story..

i da malas dgn nie bende sume tau tak..

u said u want to start a new life with me..

u want to get engage by march..

u made me the happiest woman when u said those werds..

but now dis..

u tell me hu to trust?

y the hell wud he lie when he's grandad juz passed away..

if u did go..

juz tell me..

i wudnt get angry..

u know now i let u do watever u want..

and go wherever u want to..

yet y do u still want to lie..?

i da tak tau ape nk buat lagi..

i donno if u're telling the truth or u're lying..

i dnt know hu's rite or wrong..

its juz too hurtful..

and i've had enuff of getting hurt..

pls..

juz stop all of dis..

all i want to do now is start a new life..

juz u and me..

but 1st..

u have to stop all dis..

i told u.

no matter wat.

i'll be with u till the day i die..

but pls..

stop all dis..

all of you..

stop all this hurting..

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I've withstand the harshest pain & hurt a human can get. My weakness is love. And i'll do anything for the people i love. I've been told that i can be intimidating, but at the end of the day, i might just be your best friend. I do not wish to hate but if i've been hated, i'll be more than please to return the favour. Simply said.. I'm known as P G Tazzy Yana or Tazz. I'm 22. I have 1 daughter,ZAPHIA. I'm a part of P G. And i'm happy with my life.

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